#Tech #Apple #MacOS #Linux

If I had a blog, this would be a blog post. I don't, so you lot are blessed with it... it's a bit long.

I've been diving down some deep rabbit holes recently, making some tough choices about my tech stack.

It's kind of a macOS vs Linux post but just about considering practicalities rather than ideology.

Since 2020 my main computer has been an M1 #MacBookAir with a nice big 4K LG monitor, an OWC Thunderbolt 3 dock with umpteen ports, and a Sound Blaster Katana soundbar. I also have an elderly Linux #Thinkpad that I bought second-hand for controlling the #ModelRailway but I'll come back to that.

As a privacy advocate I would love my main working environment to be Linux, and I absolutely hate macOS #Tahoe (I downgraded back to Sequoia after trying it for a week), so I've been watching the #AsahiLinux project closely. Sadly the lack of progress on #Thunderbolt ("work in progress" for 2 years!) means #Asahi is still not an option, because I can't work without the big screen or the dock.

But recently I realised my Thinkpad has Thunderbolt support, and although it's old it's fast enough for software development (it's an X1 Carbon with a 6th gen i5 CPU).

So... (lightbulb moment) why don't I just swap the 2 machines - use the Thinkpad as my main dev machine, and the #MacBook as my model railway controller? Quite an exciting thought. I then spent ages plotting out how this might work, checking which apps I could still use, etc etc.

Unfortunately I came up against 3 barriers:

1. My particular Thunderbolt dock model does not have a Linux driver.

2. Creative do not offer a Linux app to control their Sound Blaster Katana models, and without an app most of the functionality is unavailable.

3. My model railway layout planning app (RailModeller Pro) is a Mac-only app, and using it on a small screen (because the Linux laptop would be using the big screen) would be impractical. The only Linux app that does the same job (XtrkCad) is a monster with a near-vertiginous learning curve and terrible UI. There are Windows apps but I refuse to go down the Wine route.

Whichever way my thoughts take me, I can't get past these three issues. I simply don't have the budget to replace the soundbar with anything decent (I love my music), and although the Thinkpad has more ports than the Air, I'd still be juggling cables to a frustrating degree. And yes I could unplug the big screen and put it into the Mac when using RailModeller Pro, but when I consider all these issues together, it's just too much friction to consider swapping the two machines' roles. I'm too old to deliberately choose to make my life harder for any reason.

So now, after months of thinking Asahi Linux was going to transform my life, I'm coming to terms with the fact that I should just keep things as they are, and in particular accept these two compromises:

1. Live with Apple-level surveillance on the basis that it's still way better than Microsoft-level surveillance.

2. Stay with macOS Sequoia for as long as possible, and hopefully by the time Apple forces me to upgrade to a new OS version, they will have moved on from the appalling liquid glass UI in Tahoe.

So that's it. I don't like compromising; I never have. The #autistic side of me always wants to take a purist, absolutist approach (privacy at all costs!), but in the end I have to be realistic. Not to mention the #ADHD side of me getting way too excited about CHANGING SOMETHING! YAY! DOPAMINE! But now that I've lived with my #AuDHD diagnosis for a while I'm getting better at forcing myself to accept necessary compromises.

Gang, help. How do you have energy to DO stuff? Like-

I have a solid 3 or 4, could be more, "projects" I'd like to devote regular time to. On top of work, I can do about one "extra" thing a day. And even on weekends I'm RECOVERING to my energy to available time ratio is technically even lower.

Just… maybe I wouldn't hate my stupid miserable life so much if I could ACCOMPLISH some of these GOALS and DREAMS. Like music - I could be recording and releasing but - physical energy, emotional energy, SUSTAINED AND SUSTAINABLE energy, I have none.

And some of the goals need to be worked on almost daily or I won't make any progress, so… that's it. That's my one a day, maybe 5 or 6 days out of the week.

If you are #ADHD or #AuDHD with a pet...
A cat water fountain not only makes the water more enticing, you can get one that blinks or changes light color when it's out of water. I'm forgetful AF, and this has really improved my cat's consistant access to water.
Also, the little pump is sensitive to grime and will stop fountaining. It may seem like an annoyance to most people, but it's an easy visual reminder to clean it long before it's visibly gross.

@autistics
Announcement: #Voxelibre multiplayer casual game today (Sat) for 4 hours in the late afternoon to evening (North America). That's in about 8 hours from now.

Voxelibre is a free and #OpenSource #Minecraft clone. More details here: https://docs.autis.toque.im/

Damage has been turned off. People with #Autism, #ADHD or #AuDHD are invited. There's talk of this week of building more minecart tracks.

#luanti #game #gaming #games

another #ADHD #sketching / #drawing

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I’m so sick and tired of feeling behind in everything all day every da.

#AuDHD #ADHD #ActuallyAutistic

RE: https://infosec.exchange/@paco/116887268970242050

Okay, sorry, but this is still apparently not widely known: this is standard #ADHD quasi-teleportation. ADHDers are incompletely evolved teleports. Seeking an item generates an energy field that pushes the item out of this time-space dimension into the next one over. It remains there until the seeker stops looking, at which point the item will finally pop back into this dimension.

The More You Know 🌈 ⭐

toot.io relay service boosted

I Value the Goose [He/Him] » 🌐 2026-07-09
@paco@infosec.exchange

I just found my car keys that had been missing for ten days.

In my bag.

Where I usually keep them.

That I checked 3 times

and my wife checked twice.

And I still don’t know why I walked into the kitchen.

Someone hand me my metamucil.

@cavyherd

Its a lie.

#ADHD folks skip timelines, unfortunately our range is very limited, maximum of two or three Turtledoves width...

... So a successful skip usually manifesta itself in a "misplaced" objects.

The upside down one had me #adhd

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Over the long weekend, I wrote up some of my thoughts on AI, as a developer and product manager.

tl;dr: they're mixed, but maybe not for the reasons you might expect.

https://mwop.net/blog/2026-07-06-musings-on-gen-ai.html

#ai #genai, #adhd #autism

#ADHD #sketching / #drawing

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@GandalfDG @stimpunks
This looks great for both neurodiverse kids and everyone in general. I certainly hope this project goes well and wish that there was more I could do for it that just boost.
@autistics #ADHD #ActuallyAutistic

Updated #introduction

Hey, I'm Jess!

I'm #queer, #lesbian, #nerd, #adhd, and #trans

I do cybersecurity stuff for large corporations for money to pay for food and rent.

I do things to try and make the world a little bit less shitty for people because I want to.

For some words of wisdom:

In a cruel and fucked up world, choosing to be kind to other people is the most subversive thing you can do.

this is pretty much it

#adhd

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#ADHD / #anxiety #sketching / #drawing

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#Android testers needed! I am building a free app for #ADHD folx with some basic productivity/staying on track features. I designed it for myself and my close family members but it could be useful to anyone. In order to launch it on the Play store, Google requires me to get 14 people to test it in a 'closed test'. If you have an android device, would you be willing to test it? If so, please email me and I will send you the link to download it from the Play Store. brad@imipolex.org

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An icon for a mobile app called Otaak. The icon is a stylized version of a creature called an Otak from the book A Wizard of Earthsea by Ursula K. LeGuid. The app is named after the creature. Is is a little mouse-like creature with big ears and fuzzy brown fur.

We're AuDHD, but ADHD-specific stuff hits hard sometimes 😅

The Queer Kiwi has done a rare video on ADHD memes, and before the first meme, she said the following:

... some days the ADHD... the ADHD is a little bit hard. And today is one of those days. And uh how you know this is that I am meant to start filming at like midday. I usually end up actually starting to film at like 2:00. Today I sat down to film at 4:30. What did I do all day? I don't know. Nothing. I did nothing. I- I- It was 10:00 in the morning and then it was 4:00 in the evening. What?! That's 6 hours of my life I lost today. I wasn't even procrast-... like I wasn't actively procrastinating. I... my screen time is not high. I wasn't on social media. I wasn't reading my book. I don't know what happened, but I blinked and 6 hours were gone. And now I'm here.

😅🙃

#ADHD #AuDHD #neurodivergent #neurospicy

Kennt ihr das, wenn man jemandem mehrere Sachen erzählen will, die aber thematisch und emotional überhaupt nicht zusammen passen, und man dann einfach gar nichts sagt, alles in sich hinein frisst, und sich scheiße fühlt? Ist das nen #adhs #adhd Ding? Ein "Ich hab nen crush, und deshalb das bisschen an social skills was ich habe vergessen" Ding? Eine ganz persönliche Unzulänglichkeit meiner selbst?

the 0 to 100 to 0 change is way to real

#adhd