jrollans.com is a Fediverse instance that uses the ActivityPub protocol. In other words, users at this host can communicate with people that use software like Mastodon, Pleroma, Friendica, etc. all around the world.
This server runs the snac software and there is no automatic sign-up process.
Apparently Gen Z can identify AI generated images and will scroll past them. I personally have a physical reaction to them (not a pleasant one), and now I'm wondering about the #NeuroDivergent crowd.
https://hachyderm.io/@thomasfuchs/116262153401762539
#ActuallyAutistic #ADHD #Neurospicy
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25% of inmates meet ADHD criteria. 9% autism.
85% unemployment for autistic graduates.
This is not a dangerous population. It's a gifted one — excluded, then found in the wrong place.
New article: the exclusion pipeline from school to cybercrime, and why AI may be the compensatory factor that changes the equation.
https://cariagiovannib.wordpress.com/2026/03/20/from-wasted-talent-to-digital-crime-systemic-exclusion-neurodivergence-and-the-role-of-ai-as-a-compensative-factor/
#Neurodiversity #ADHD #Autism #Cybersecurity #CyberCrime #AI #Inclusion #InfoSec
How do I love when people tell me " just relax dude" "dude chill" "dude cmon be nice"
Matr, I have ADHD, I don't relax neither do I chill
I simply shutdown like an overheated laptop
Machine learning: constant false positives from face recognition.
ADHD: constant false negatives from face recognition.
Ich denke, es sollte Geburtsvorbereitungskurse für neurodivergente Leute geben.
Konzipiert das jemand? Gibt es das schon irgendwo?
I am happy with this DECSystem-10 MUD system for now; it's been a 35-year task.
If anyone is bored enough to be curious!
31 January 1991: Essex University's DECSystem-10 closes, meaning that MIST and ROCK, and the dodgy version of MUD we had on there, had to close. I had a mostly working VMS system that would run it with some extra programming, but I'd already sent out AberMUD to Vijay, and he'd sent it out to the world, and TinyMUDs were becoming common. MIST was losing its captive audience, and it needed that level of addiction and co-dependence to run, so I decided to let it die in its prime, rather than become a sad old relic that nobody played.
Sometime in 2004/2005 and the next 20 years: I decided to build a TOPS-10 system on a VMS machine and install MIST/MUD and ROCK. Got quite a long way, and then discovered there was no BCPL compiler existing anywhere in the known world. A few years later, Richard Bartle told me that Paul Allen (I think) had found one. So this became possible, and Quentin (dot-co-dot-uk) took a great stab at it with some really old code, and Viktor Toth had BL running, so I figured that was enough. Sometime in this period, Bletchley Park got something that looked like a PDP-10, and they suggested that I go and put MUD onto it for the museum. It wasn't a PDP-10, but I did look into putting it onto a VAX for a while, but the management of Bletchley, as it turned into The National Museum of Computing (TNMOC), was getting more corporate and boring, so I gave up bothering.
19th Feb to 22nd Feb, 2026: I decided to build a PRIMOS machine on a Simh emulator for no apparent reason. It went fairly smoothly, so I wondered again about a DEC-10. I was missing TOPS-10 anyway, so why not? Proof of concept, setting up some test systems, seeing where TOPS-10 emulators were at these days and seeing how far Quentin had really got and how much extra work was needed. Realised I am going to have to start from scratch, mostly, using a prebuilt Steuben distro of TOPS-10 7.03 as the base.
Took a couple of weeks off to ponder whether the rest was worth it, but decided my $200 a month ChatGPT Pro subscription may as well pay for itself with background research, so I decided to go ahead.
9th March 9 to 18th March, 2026: A long spring, and I mostly got it all working. 92 hours of concentrated swearing and about 15 hours of destroying the planet with GPT Deep Research mode later, after at least 2 false starts and complete wipes. I got a system I am relatively happy with. Somewhere in there is about 4 hours of relearning TECO and fighting with getting ROCK working on code it was never meant to work on. There's still more to do, but that's just maintenance now.
BUT I FOUND ROCK! I thought it was lost forever. Somehow, that's my major victory in all this. Building the setup was hard, tedious, and very frustrating work. It probably did need somebody who knew a lot about both DEC and Unix systems management, and the MUD engine, to guide it, but it was still mostly a matter of putting together things that already existed and forcing them to work together. ROCK, though, I genuinely thought was 100% lost.
It's taken a hundred plus concentrated hours, two new dedicated hosts, a small town's water supply, and probably a few megawatts of power in the background. But this is the final re-creation of the systems I closed at the start of the 1990s.
MIST (and MUD and ROCK) will still probably end up as relics that nobody properly plays, but this project is not pretending to be anything other than an interesting throwback and museum piece now, which, 35 years after I closed it down, seems a fitting end. It also means I can resurrect Duncan Rogerson's arch-wizard, and that seems right, somehow. I will leave it up and running now.
#history #digital #retrogaming #retrocomputing #games #mud #muds #mist #rock #computers #emulation #emulators #vms #tops10 #museum #history #bletchleypark #simh #essex #uk #computinghistory #36bit #engineering #Linux #Security #TNMOC #blog #ADHD #Autism
I've started running my own Luanti/Voxelibre server on a Raspberry Pi. I can join the server from my laptop, but after walking around, alas, there are no other players. I'm considering making it publicly accessible, so more players can join.
**Dear @ActuallyAutistic people in North America, would you be interested in joining a casual game of #Minecraft** (but it's #Luanti/#Voxelibre; is very similar, and it's free/#OpenSource, and runs even on low-spec hardware)? Note: the server is in Canada, it's in #NorthAmerica where you'll get low-enough latency.
The server would be themed to be geared to those with an actual diagnosis of #Autism (or you're confident you have it, but it's not formally diagnosed). #AuDHD and #ADHD people are also welcome!!
I promise I won't track you in any way! No ads, no spam, no viruses, no nothing like that.
#gaming #Android #Linux #Windows #MacOS #FreeBSD #ElbowsUp
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ADHD meant constantly fighting for structure.
Every productivity tool forced me into its boxes, rigid folders, fixed categories.
Emacs Org Mode changed the game.
I don't adapt to the tool; the tool adapts to me. No filing anxiety, just tags and capture.
Finally, a system that works like my brain, so far
At different times in my life I have had to deal with severe depression (probably autistic burnout & overwhelm after dealing with bereavements & other traumas a) &, to a lesser degree, anxiety. Which is probably pretty normal for many/most autistic &/or ADHD folks.
Like many people, I’ve tried various relaxation techniques & approaches over the years, but I’ve also been a bit ambivalent about them. Obviously they can help some people sometimes to deal with short term situations, but I often felt suspicious of wellness gurus wearing pasted on beatific smiles. (Probably an unconscious reaction against yet more masking!)
This morning, in an attempt to do yet more cat proofing (George proofing) of our backyard, I did a bit of hammering. It was tough. I really had to wield that hammer! And failed. (Partner used self tapping screws later.) But trying to bash those nails in was really therapeutic!
My back has been bothering me, which had limited my exercise which doesn’t help. The problem is that when I am feeling good (or not noticing when somethings not quite right), I sometimes overdo it.
It’s all about balance and moderation, which is just a bit of a challenge for a lot of us neurodivergent folk..,
RE: https://cosocial.ca/@evan/116242235317496042
Seeing my own boost on this reminded me.
I'm sure I saw a blurb somewhere about this, but didn't bother to click at the time. Bc of course I'm interested in who Banksy is... But I'm also super interested in someone that can keep their opsec. Respect.
Anyway, didn't click and was so not really interested that I'd forgotten until just now.
Banksy is kinda like Bigfoot. Yeah it'd be neat to know, but some mysteries don't need an answer.
AodeRelay boostedWE DON'T WANT TO KNOW BANKSY'S IDENTITY
STOP INVESTIGATING BANKSY FFS
INVESTIGATE LITERALLY EVERYTHING ELSE
I crave social validation and companionship, yet I’m afraid of people. My parents never gave me the love and nurturing I needed to survive in this harsh world.
I still feel discontent no matter how peaceful my daily life is. Is because I crave the social connection I’ve been long deprived off for decades?
'm genuinely excited how Emacs/Org-mode will help me organize with my ADHD.
I'm thrilled right now it triggers dopamine, something I've been missing.
Why?
When I need to do something, my brain actually engages: I remember shortcuts, ensure proper tags.
My mind isn't busy storing/retrieving tasks.
I've built my own system since Sunday, and it's working perfectly so far. If this continues, I'll be happy.
#ADHD #ADHS #eMacs #orgmode #dopamin #note_taking_apps #journaling
Still diving into Emacs Org Mode
it's incredibly powerful, but a massive adjustment.
The real challenge isn't learning the tool, but developing proper use cases and workflows that break free from traditional file based thinking.
Need to shift -> where to store -> how to organize.
this is a incredible journey for my ADHD brain, and my actual stress situation. It is a kind of self destroying move, but the hope to have found the solution is strong.
So. I've been participating in a weekly group discussion centered around self-discovery and healing, and I'm slowly realizing I may be AuDHD. I never considered it before, because trauma has a lot of symptoms that overlap.
Are there others out there who have come to these realizations late in life? How have you thought about it or reconciled it with the past?
autistics@fedigroups.social @actuallyadhd
I wanted to express gratitude to all of you on here for sharing your lived experience, struggles and all.
I’ve learned more about myself through your sharing than I ever would have doing this by myself or with “official support”.
With a special shoutout to people from the #ADHD side of our tribe, giving me invaluable, refreshing—and sometimes confronting—insights.
I just figured out a lovely little #ADHD brainmine / self-gaslighting that I've been doing.
You know how in order to get yourself to do something difficult, ADHD means you have to find a way to feel enthusiastic about it, right?
Extensive childhood training, however, will always remind me that if I feel like I want to do something, it's "playing", and I really should be doing my work (i.e. something else).
Therefore: by the time I psych myself into doing something I don't really want to do, I feel guilty and anxious about it because I should really be doing something else.
l Post 4: The ADHD Safety Net
A critical feature is the "Discipline Loop":
The system monitors the "Ingest" buffer. If it exceeds a certain threshold, the system triggers a nudge (or a soft lockout) upon login. This forces me to complete "Phase 2" before the pile becomes overwhelming. Automation meets psychology. 4/n #ADHD #Productivity #SelfHosted
"oh, you have The Forgetting Syndrome™️? that's easily fixed.. just remember to take this little pill every day."